sometimes i think, i really deserve to die. Because, I JUST LOST A CHANCE TO WIN THIS FUCKING DIAMOND WORTH $119.

tuned in to 98.7fm when i woke up in the morning, and started playing puzzle bobble. There's this lucky number game ongoing, and i managed to catch the last two attempts when i woke up and i'm so darn sure what the lucky number was. Decided not to call because i didn't know wad's the prize, and i thought it would prolly be some limited album or whatever. And because i was halfway through puzzle bobble, and i didn't want to give up the chance to break my own highscore!!!!!!

After that, THREE people managed to call in and they all got it wrong !@#$%^&*&^%$#!!!! only the fourth person managed to get the lucky number. So i felt like suiciding even more because i would probably stand a better chance in getting through!!!! WA LAU, HOW COULD THEY GET IT WRONG, THE LAST TWO ATTEMPTS WERE SO OBVIOUS. My heart ached even more when the djs announced the winner and said she won some diamond worth 119 buckaroos. DAMN ;O

ugh, grr, rah. i think i would be more happy to win that fucking diamond considering my financial status now. Just calculated, total spenditure for this month : $895.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, (i know you feel like laughing too)

just had breakfast, because i felt terrible yesterday. Damn, my naval piercing just bled again.